Watch Me Die Inside is the strong music project of the Cypriot artist Aleph. His work comes from many years of making music, starting in the early 2000s, mixing his learned skills with what he taught himself over time. This unique journey allows him to pull together many different styles: the crushing sound of deathcore, the singable tunes of modern metal, the steady beat of electro and pop, and the cold, dark mood of black metal. He calls this fresh combination “Deathened Melodic Electro Pop Black Metal,” which clearly shows he is an independent artist always trying to push past the usual music rules.
This unique background leads directly to his new three-song EP, Infinity Fall I, which is a big piece of art that blends these intense sounds to tell a personal story about the mind. The music is much more than just putting styles together; it’s a careful look at a person’s inner fight and how their thoughts can fall apart. The main idea of the EP is the feeling of dropping forever without any end or solution. This sound shows the constant fight between the mind’s calm, thinking part and the crazy, loud mess that lives under it. This proves that deep trouble is always there.
Infinity Fall I
The album opens with a powerful start on the title track, ‘Infinity Fall I.’ The song begins in a peaceful way, using gentle piano and quiet, thoughtful singing to give you a feeling of a soft, short-lived calm. This calm does not last long: the moment is suddenly and totally shattered when a huge, deep noise—like something enormous being crushed—takes over the music. The clear, sweet tune is then instantly shredded by a harsh, fiery scream. The most powerful message of this track is found in this exact shift: the sudden, total loss of control, showing that a person’s organized mind can quickly melt into pure, untamed anger.
After this first sudden crash, the second track, “Weak Tension,” explores what it feels like to live in that messy state, focusing on the constant, exhausting feeling of worry. The drums and guitars in the rhythm section sound hard, forced, and like they are working all the time, creating the sound of endless, worried repetition. Yet, over this harsh, calculated machine of sound, a fragile, high, clean vocal melody tries to live. This track perfectly captures the struggle of trying to look calm and think clearly when your inner strength is being steadily pounded down, showing that the power to fight back is slowly fading away.
Weak Tension
The story ends with the last song, ‘Something Is Wrong,’ which turns this inner fight into a huge, dramatic moment. It begins with beautiful, wide-open notes that feel like a last, quiet wish for peace and escape. However, this beauty quickly proves to be the mind’s final, weak attempt to cover up the problem. The real idea of the song is the slow, scary disappearance of what is real. The sound gets louder and more full, creating a feeling of great fear you can’t escape. The song sets the calm parts right against the messy parts until it seems like everything will snap. But instead of giving a nice finish, it cuts off exactly when the feeling is most tense. This powerfully confirms that the Infinity Fall is not a path to escape, but the painful, constant way things simply are.
Taken as a whole, Infinity Fall I is a truly successful and strong piece of art from Watch Me Die Inside. Aleph has found a way to link the deep feelings shared by extreme metal, electronic music, and soft melodies to create one single, solid listening experience. This EP is a demanding, but ultimately rewarding, listen. It serves as an honest and bright reflection of the tough times of the modern mind—a clear picture of the soul caught forever between a beautiful, hopeful song and a loud, painful scream.
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